Christian Momma

I am so nervous about my pregnancy right now. I know I’ve been having issues with my BP, my parents brought me a BP monitor that I could borrow…well, when I took it, the bottom # was 108!! That scared me!! I know that is high! Then later after laying on my left side for about an hour or 2, it was 97. I’m really scared. I don’t want to have to be in the hospital for this…I feel funny at times, a weird funny…you know, just not right…sort of feels like anxiety, but that’s not what it is.

I’m so scared that my body is starting to say it’s done…I need these babies to stay put for at least 4 more weeks if not longer. I know worrying only makes my bp go higher, but it is so hard not to worry. I just don’t think I could handle going into an NICU and seeing my babies struggling to live! :*(

I’ve been having sharp pains in my back, almost like a pinched nerve where the pain goes straight up my spine…it hurts! My skin on my stomach at times feels as though it’s being ripped apart. I just don’t know how much more my body can take!!

Please say some prayers for me…I need them more than ever before!! I’m losing it here!!! :*(

I feel…: worried